Yes, yes I do.
Back when I was a kid, I always thought to myself, "I'm gonna be so famous, people will make entire websites just for me."
I guess my thought actually came true, the only difference being that I'm not famous (yet), and the one who ended up making my website, was me.
Making this wasn't even that hard either, and I don't mean to say that in a way that's supposed to be condescending or whatever. I used Hugo and literally just followed their step-by-step guide and next thing I know, I'm writing this. It's like an incredibly more hassle way of making a wix-style website, and to be honest I should've just done that.
So what now?
I don't know what to do with this site yet. Maybe in the future, this could be my foundation. I'll be citing this as the one that started it all; the ignition to my fire as it begins to burn ever so brightly towards greatness. People will look up to me like they look up to their favorite members of a K-pop group. They'll be putting my face in faded black and white at the back of inspirational quotes that maybe I didn't even say.
…yeah never mind.
This could also just be something I'll ignore in a few months, just like most of everything I thought I had a passion for before getting burnt out. No pun intended. Hopefully it doesn't turn out to be that way though.
Back in my high school, the main motto they kept mashing into our heads was to "Let our light shine". Luceat Lux.
Believe me, I tried my best to live up to that. I really did. However I really don't think I've done that yet. Not even close.
Many times it feels like all I’m doing is trying to be something I’m not.
What am I really supposed to be doing though? Is it something I can control? Why do I motivate myself to do things I'm not sure about?
I guess for now, this site's gonna be one big place for me to place all my ramblings. Maybe I'll think of this as a Twitter with no character limit. Who knows.